DO YOU KNOW HOW UTTERLY HEARTBREAKING IT IS TO BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO YOU KNOW WILL NEVER LOVE YOU BACK? HOW IT FEELS TO CRY YOURSELF TO SLEEP SOME NIGHTS BECAUSE YOU HATE THE FACT THAT YOU FINALLY REALISED WHAT LOVE WAS, AND FOUND OUT THAT IT IS PURE TORTURE. WATCHING THAT PERSON HOLDING SOMEONE ELSE, KISSING SOMEONE ELSE BREAKS YOUR HEART IN TWO. BUT YOU CAN NEVER BE MAD AT THEM FOR ANYTHING THAT THEY DO. NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES THEY CANCEL ON YOU, OR IGNORE YOUR TEXTS, YOU WILL STILL LOVE THEM. AND YOU STRUGGLE TO COPE WITH THE FACT THAT SOMETHING AS SMALL AS AGE, GENDER, RELIGION, OR WHATEVER IS KEEPING YOU FROM THEM, CAN GET IN YOUR WAY SO BADLY. YOU KNOW THAT THE PERSON IS NO GOOD FOR YOU, THAT BEING IN LOVE WITH THEM IS AGONY. YOU KNOW THAT YOU SHOULD FORGET THEM, BECAUSE ALTHOUGH IT WILL HURT LIKE A BITCH AT FIRST IT WILL BE GOOD IN THE LONG RUN. BUT YOU NEVER FORGET THEM. FOR MONTHS, EVEN YEARS YOU DON’T EVEN TRY TO FORGET THEM, BECAUSE LETS FACE IT: YOU LOVE BEING IN LOVE WITH THEM.
(Source: screwbeautiful-imbrilliant)
